Some reactions keep coming back, even after you understand them.
It might be the argument that always ends the same way, the yes you give when you would rather decline, the work you care about and keep putting off, or the kind of relationship you promised yourself you were finished with. You can see it happening. You may even know where it began. Then the moment arrives, and there you are again.
I help you understand the patterns keeping you stuck and find new ways to respond.
The Pattern Deep Dive is a private 90-minute session on Google Meet, focused on one pattern you want to change. USDย 150.
Why we keep running in the same circles
I have a deep fascination with the reactions, beliefs, stories, roles, and relationship dynamics that keep showing up in our lives.
Even when we know better, we keep running in the same circles because that rut is more comfortable than what might be outside it. Do that long enough, and it becomes a pattern.
These patterns began as protection. They helped us cope with challenges we experienced or unmet needs that left us starving in some way.
The mind and body learned these patterned responses because they helped us in those moments. So we keep returning to what worked at the time.
Change begins when we understand what the pattern protects and find strategies to meet the underlying needs more compassionately and effectively.
How we work on it
You bring one situation you want to change. I listen, ask questions, and offer what I see for you to test against your experience. Together we find a response you can practice in your own life.
Two ways to work with me
The Pattern Deep Dive
We work together through conversation, guided inward work, and your Human Design. Afterward I send you a written summary and one experiment to try over the next seven days.
Human Design Pattern Analysis
A written reading built around one question: a decision in front of you, a reaction you keep returning to, or a relationship you want to understand. Individual readings are USDย 19 and Relationship readings are USDย 33.
My Human Design reading with Nathan Amthor was a very powerful experience. I gained a deep understanding of my unique energy type and strategy. Nathan explained complex concepts in a clear and gentle way. I learned practical tools to make better decisions aligned with my true nature. I feel more validated, seen, and empowered to trust my inner authority. Nathan, I am deeply grateful for this guidance. It brought immense clarity to my path.
Stephany Gomez, Human Design reading
Where this leads
As you learn to recognize and reshape your patterns, you create more choice in how you live. You can make clearer decisions, see possibilities you once missed and give more time and energy to the people and activities you love. This is the purpose of the work: to move beyond feeling stuck and build a life with greater freedom and true, thriving joy.
Who you would be working with
I’m Nathan Amthor. I co-developed Akashic Trancework, taught it publicly, and have spent years developing the approach I use now. Hermetic alchemy shapes how I understand change, and a long career in technology taught me to ask why a system behaves the way it does.
From the articles
I write about patterns, shadow work, alchemy, needs, and Human Design, for anyone who wants to work on these things on their own.
Why You Keep Repeating the Same Patterns, Even When You Know Better
Seeing a pattern and changing it are two different skills. Why the old response keeps winning, what it protects, and a practice for building a new one.
What Is Shadow Work? A Plain Guide to Starting
Shadow work means getting to know the parts of yourself you learned to hide. What the shadow is, a three-phase way to begin, and prompts to start with.
How to Know What You Need, and How to Ask for It
Most of us were taught to keep our needs quiet. How to tell a need from a thought or a demand, find out what you need, and say it plainly.
Start with what keeps happening
Bring one situation: the one you would most like to change. We begin there.