The Pattern Deep Dive
A private 90-minute session for the one pattern you most want to change.
What to bring
Bring one thing that keeps happening. It might be a relationship that repeats itself with different partners, or a habit of putting everyone else first and resenting it later. It might be a decision you have been circling for months, or work you care about and keep returning to. Often it is a reaction that takes over under pressure, before you have time to choose a response.
You probably understand a good deal about it already. What you want now is for something to move.
Some people come to solve a problem. Others come to explore, to improve, or to learn more about themselves. If that is you, bring the question you find most interesting.
Why one pattern
A pattern is held in place by more than habit. Underneath it are the conditioned beliefs, emotional responses and coping habits that have become part of your identity, which is why it can feel as if the pattern is simply who you are.
In alchemy the work begins with a single raw material and stays with it until it changes. In a session, your pattern is that material. These sessions bring personal alchemy into practice: we take one real thing from your life, give it ninety minutes of undivided attention, and work with it until it shows us what it is made of.
Before we meet
To prepare for our session, I use your birth details and an account of what you would like to work on. I prepare your Human Design report and study it alongside your question. Your best guess at your birth time is fine, and the time is optional.
In the session
We begin with you telling me what keeps happening. I listen for how the whole thing fits together, say back what I am hearing, and offer my reading of the pattern for you to test. You correct me wherever your experience differs. That exchange continues until the picture is accurate enough that you recognize it as yours.
Then we go underneath it. A pattern is protecting something, and under the protection there is a need. Sometimes conversation takes us all the way there. Sometimes I guide you inward with trancework: you relax, close your eyes, and turn your attention inward, and I help you ask what you need. You choose how far we go.
We finish by building a response. Once the need is clear, we find a way to meet it that is gentler on you and more likely to work, and we shape that into something specific you can do.
What you leave with
I think aftercare and integration are very important, so within two business days I send you a written summary of the session. It sets out the pattern as we came to understand it, the signals that tell you it is starting, one tool to use in the moment, one action to take, and one experiment to try over the next seven days.
Ask, and you will also have a recording and transcript of the session. About a week later I email you to hear how the experiment went.
The details
- One private session of 90 minutes, on Google Meet
- Your Human Design report and my preparation for your session
- USDย 150, paid when you book
- Book at least 24 hours ahead
- Cancel at least two business days before your session and your payment is refunded